Mari, Norway The Summer of 2019 was long and hot. I had the perfect pregnancy physically speaking, but mentally I spent a lot of time being worried and anxious for the well being of the baby. I did countless ultrasounds, and 10 days before the due date I was in the hospital again for a thorough check, as I couldn’t feel a lot of movement in the belly and was scared that the baby might be dead. I watched all the episodes of The Midwife, listened to numerous podcasts about givi